Saturday, May 22, 2010

最后一次写部落格

TO:ALL MY SUPPORTER
i'm very thank you for all gt see my blog ppl n fren...today is my last ...so..hope u all be happy ,healthy,n happiness...bye..all my fren...see you...take care...T.T..i'm so grudge off tis blog...but somethings make me so feel bad...i cant (jie shou)..so..sry ...bye...miss you all...88,bye bye

TO:Pei Wen
佩雯。。还记得以前我们一起进lightning吗。。??还有佩佩。。当时我们一起做东西。。很开心。。可是我还是要和你们说对不起。。因为当时我嫌你们慢。。所以退出了。。很抱歉。。还有。。你记得我们说过的家吗。。??说到超夸张的。。好白痴。。不过。。现在的我们。。变得怎佯了。。??我没想到会这样。。昨天你信息我和我说那些话。。我当场心碎。。你们可以因为某人而这样。。对。。这一切都是我照成的。。我不能说什么。。老实说。。看戏那天。。我很气你。。为什么。。我知为什么你要这样做。。你都是为我好。。我气你。。我不对。。但这次的。。我真得无法接受。。你们实在令我太失望了。。伤到我太重了。。晓雯的事我已经很伤了。。你们还这样对我。。不信任我。。说我想太多。。我..我..算了..说多又是我错多..就这样..拜..

TO:德伦,静而,佩玲,文祥等等。。
德伦,静而,佩玲,文祥等等。。这么久以来。。谢谢你们帮我。。我求你们的事。。你们都有帮我。。真是谢谢你们。。但现在我对他们很失望。。他们伤到我好重。。我无法接受。。所以我决定自动消失在他们面前。。我希望我这决定不会连累到你们。。你们也不要因为我。。而跟他们反。。没这样的必要。。少我一个。。无所谓。。就当着少了一个情绪化的人。。谢谢你们一直帮我。。谢谢。。

TO:RIO Withu
伟鸿。。这是我和你的合照。。我看也是最后一次的合照。。认识你。。我很开心。。但是自从一件事发生。。我和你就变得陌生了。。讲真话。。你们令到我对你们反感了。。对你们失去信心了。。我不怕再说多一次。。就是因为某人。。你们不信任我。。偏帮某人。。和你说。。你就说我想太多。。所以我不知还能和你说什么了。。在你们眼中的‘他’。。永远是对。。。给到我。我是这样觉得。。我也知道你们接着会说什么。。你们不觉得我是对。。算了。。也不是第一次了。。我也受够了。。所以我会离开。。以后你们也不用再看我的脸色。。还有。。如果你们觉得我针对他。。我也不怪你。。
我记得我们以前一起去唱歌。。是几开心。。几废。。但那是以前的事。。回不过去。。嗨。。我也不知该说什么了。。就这样。。拜。。


TO:Elf
晓雯。。这是唯一一张有我和你在里面。。说开心不是说很开心。。但已满意。。我知道。。这一路以来。。你都没有喜欢过我。。一路以来。。都是我一厢情愿。。自作多情。。我不能得到你的喜欢。。。是我没那样的福气。。说真话。。我从来没打算放弃你。。很多人都说我白痴。。说我傻。。我都不介意。。但是今天我想跟你说。。我永远不会再喜欢你。。你满意了吗??。。。祝你成功令我不喜欢你了。。这3年来。。我都很管你。。现在你终于可以自由了。。或许你一路来都是很自由。。只是我想太多了。。原来这3年。。我为你做的东西。。是给我自己爽罢了。。而从来没给过你快乐。。和你告白4次。。4次都失败。。等了你3年。。3年都在白等。。所以从今天开始。。我会永远消失在你眼中。。我自动离开。。你也因为我烦了很久。。气了很久。。今天你终于可以不用再气了。。不用再烦了。。我也不会再烦你了。。以后你的生日。。我看我都是没机会和你去庆祝了。。送礼物给你。。你也未必会收。。所以在这先祝你生日快乐。。身体健康。。拜。。


今天是我最后一次写这一个部落格。。。一路以来。。。我都认为写部落格能和朋友分享心事。。。其实是错的。。或许只是我一个是这样。。。写部落格不能分享心事。。。而是给人骂。。给人说。。。这么久以来。。。我写的东西都是废的。。。自己写自己爽。。。今天我才看清他们的真面目。。。也才看清自己的真面目。。。这么久以来。。。我从没和朋友反到这样。。。也没试过给朋友伤到这么重。。。这次就当我没戴眼识人。。。
这张照片。。。是我为她写的一首歌。。。也是我最后写给她的一首。。。因为我看都是已经没机会好回了。。。就当着这是我送给你的生日礼物。。。去年每送到。。今年补回给你。。。

Friday, May 21, 2010

hearted me so hard too

nw....gt two things make me so feel hard...1st is she...n the second 1 is my fren...he can say is my best fren...but he make me so broken heart...cause ..wat i say to him...he just will say me think too much...say me think all the negatif things....he unbelieve me...so nw we can talk wat again....he make me unbelieve he again....actually we can be best fren forever de....cause some ppl (chu xian)...i dont want say is who they all also know who i say....u say...hw can i say my (xin shi) wif u....i grugde....but...u make me so hearted...T.T'''...(yuan lai)...wat i say also i think too much...but that guy say wat also good....nw...u all make me hate u all ler....i'm so sad....i'm ald so sad cause she ler...nw u make me sad again....以前的我们。。。去了哪???
一句说完。。。是我想太多。。。全是我的错。。。‘他’永远是最好!!!你们让我‘跌眼镜啊'
!!

Thursday, May 20, 2010

i'm bak

long times didn't write blog ler...actually i want write de...but i'm so bz...so cant write....
exam is coming soon...i'm so afraid...cause i haven ready ....so scared ohh...@@..but i will try my best lar...JIA YOU!!!!!!
last wednesday...i saw she so bored in class room....sitting there see book...n that day Yi Ting didn't went to school also...so ...i saw she so bored....n tis week....i saw she look lik so unhappy n irritated...i dunno izzit true anot...that just my feelings...hope that is not real lar...
today i'm so miss her...dunno y..?? i forget when ald...i saw some 1 write [if u love some 1 but cant together...u must (zhen xi) smile wif she...talk wif she ...play wif she...(de shi ke)..]when i saw tis....i'm become convinced...i wont make she unhappy again...cause i wont see her so unhappy....if she unhappy...not pretty ler....i love to see she happy....
erm....so many month ago...i n she still lik that...didn't talk again...=.='''when we can talk together ner??...i dunwan lik that again lor...haihzzzZZzz....i n she will lik that is cause of me....if i didn't say that word...we wont lik that de...all is my false....i hate myself....!!!!....nw ...i didn't talking wif family again ler....gt talking lar...but just talk a little only...i dunno y...i ald so alone ler....go whr also alone .....n 1 things i didn't tell anyfren....if who gt saw my blog i hope u all dont tell any body...i think i'm ald have a sick...is (you yu zheng)i dunno izzit i think too much....or wat...but...i dunno hw to say....i think is me (shou le hen da de chuang shang).....actually i'm so sad de....but i cant let she know....so when i saw her....i will let she saw me happy....
yesterday....rio told me faster gv he a answer i can go Genting anot....den i ask who gt go...he say Jane,Lun n himself....n ki n Yong Zhan haven know...n she also....frankly say...when i know ki gt go....i dunwan go ler....cause i dunwan go wif he....y...??cause i cant forget that days we go sing k wat he doing ..!!!!(dang wo tou ming mah!!!!)....n also 1 things i want say so long time liao de...but i dunno hw to say...den i just write here....frankly say....when rio they all meet ki ald....our relationship ald so bad ler.....i'm not means is ki false or who false....i just feel ....nvm...i dont care....if they all think ki is better than me ....i just told u all....u all can find he....not nid find me....n i wont (da rao) u all again also....u all always (ren wei) i'm so (qing xu hua)....ok...i dont care....nw wat i say ....u all will think me is think too much....everyday ...when we go out together....i always make u all unhappy....always is me....my false....ur ki so good....he didn't false....all my false....i say ki so close wif she....u say play is lik that ....ok....i'm no comment again....cause u say lik tis....let me know....in u all heart...ki is so good forever....n me..???is a (shao xing de ren)...(qing xu hua de ren)...(hu si luan xiang de ren)....i know rio u will see my blog...n i also know...if u see i say lik that....u will angry me....nvm....if u want angry me i cant blok u...i just say the truely 1....if u all think i say tis all is false....ok....(jiu dang wo zi yan zi yu)....
i just love she only....if ur lover is lik tis ...hw u feelings..!!!!???...so...cant (guai wo)....
I'M SRY....I LOVE U..

Monday, May 17, 2010

Crazy DayS...!!!!HAHAHA
















wow...today is teacher day...we go school see show ald...den we went to old town town eat lunch...after we finish our lunch...den we went to sing k...HAHAHAHA...XD...is too crazy....so happy also....^^erm...dunno hw to say again ...just see photo bah....is really crazy n happy...!!!XD

Friday, May 14, 2010

be at ease

today..i'm so angry ...cause some ppl make me so angry....!!!!!!
but nw is ok ler....nothings ald...
don't say that things ald...today i on msn...saw elf on9....den i go ask she...hw her feeling nw??become better ler..??she say become better ler....wah...i heared it i'm so be at ease ler....not nid so care ler....but also want be careful lar....cause the weather always change...some times raining some times hot...@.@'''be careful ark....rio today didn't go school also...he say he so tired ...=.=''''no comment..@.@
aiyo...lik tis 4 days i cant saw elf ler...=.=''so bad...actually today i want call she de...but at msn saw she gt on9...den not nid call ler....n also...she still so(len dan)to me...haihzZZzzz....(man man lai bah boon yau)...she will do lik to me is cause she don't want i love she...den she just will lik that....but i can tell everybody....i wont forget she ....i wont gv up to love she....ya...she is my best fren...best best best best fren...but she is my lover also ....so...i don't mind wat she do wif me....i will wait....n i wont let she irritated ,unhappy again...I PROMISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i'm a men...i cant make my lover unhappy,irritated n cry....i cant....if i do it again...i'm not a gentlemen...n i also cant love she....if i love she...i must gv she feel happy,romancer,sense of security n everything good....
nw i dunno she izzit hate me anot...???...n i know she dunwan i still care her...so i will always queitly help her...gv her happy n more....i will..
I'M SRY...I LOVE U...

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

nice

last monday...she didn't go school...den i ask rio y she didn't go school...he say dunno also....after bak home...i call rio go to ask she...y didn't go school today..???den rio told me....she reply [didn't go]...just lik that....haihzzzZZ...i think she know is me call rio ask de...so she dunwan say....SAD...
den next day...she gt come...i saw her hair is straight ler....den i think yesterday she is go make her hair ...den didn't go school....her hair is so nice....pretty...but also no else....cause i just can say in my mind....(u so beutiful...ur hair so nice)....haihzzzZZ....
i can feel she dunwan me sad everyday de....i can feel she care me de...but izzit all my feel is real 1..??love some 1 is so hard....but want some 1 love u is very very hard....lik me ....i love she ..but she didn't me....whr can find our true love..???...how can we find our true love...???i just know ....i love she...wat is love...???love is a feeling....she is my lover...but also my best fren.....
I'M SRY...I LOVE U ...WAITING FOR U...

a figure viewed from behind

so many days ago...i'm not dare to look she...i just can look a figure viewed from behind...i want to look wif she face to face ...but i'm not dare ler...i scared she didn't lik...n also...i every times just pass through the mirror to see her...i want to look her face to face...but nw i really not dare ald....so many days didn't saw her real face ler...just saw her figure viewed from behind...T.T.
missing some 1 just so feel hard...n also i miss that girl is not love me 1...lik tis more broken heart...n hearted...T.T all of my fren always call me to gv up...to forget she...don't waste the time...
i know all my fren is dunwan i hearted again n broken again....den will call me to forget she...but i really cant do it....cause she is my lover....she is my true love...if want forget is so hard....i grudge to forget she....
gt lik tis (xia chang) is i 1 ppl make de....is me....i cant be her lover is my lost...i know she gt fall in love so many times ler....n i also know who is that guy gt be her lover before....i dunno izzit she fall in love so many times ler...so boring...den she dunwan fall in love again ler....haihzzZZzz....i know so many ppl love she also....i'm just the last 1....didn't have my turn forever.....i'm the last....y i know i ald cant be her lover...n she didn't love me de....i still wait her...love her...??....i know i'm ald no more chance ler...i just can silently help her....love her ...miss her...let she happy....i just want she happy only....i'm not happy nvm...that not important...that important is she must happy....
I'M SRY....I LOVE U...

Monday, May 10, 2010

mother day

yesterday...i went to Jade Hills wif cousin family...is my family also lar....we went thr to celebrated mother day....cause Ying Chen family wanted to spend my cousin eat...actually i didn't go de...cause Ying Chen family didn't call me go ....so (bu hao yi shi)...but my cousin sis always call me go...@.@'''...so thank you to Ying Chen dad n mum...spend me too...thx ^^....thr at night is so beutiful...relax too...i lik it....aiyo...just see photo bah...dunwan talk too much...
n also...at thr i saw some 1...i saw she look lik WENWEN...but i not really conform...until today...i upgrate my blog...den i saw her blog thr she upload ler...is at Jade Hills thr also...den i really can conform that day i saw her ...^^...she yesterday go thr also is cause celebrate her birthday....anyway lar...i dunno u...but HAPPY BIRTHDAY...^^






Sunday, May 9, 2010

(huai nian cong qian de wo men)

i'm so (huai nian) last years i n elf...thats time she still gt working at PARKSON...so gt two days...i wait she rest time den go MC eat dinner...thats time...i'm so happy cause eat dinner wif she together....n also...everyday monday she will sms me ....cause she so boring at tuition thr...(she every monday tuition)...so i can sms wif she every monday...so happy that time...n.n'''..n i remember 1 day...i,xiang n ohlala wan go KL buy guitar...so when we haven go buy...den we wait elf...den go eat MC wif she 1st...den just go....i still remember wat she eat....she eat nurget set....n i help she to take....frankly say...that time i'm feel happy n sweet...i hope that time can stop thr....cause i wont that feel lost ....after she finish eating....den she wan go bak work ler....but we want go KL ler...cause GUO LIANG was waitng us...he take us go buy...then i call ohlala n xiang go join GUO LIANG ....i wan take elf go bak Parkson 1st...den...they go 1st...i take elf go bak work....on the way...elf saw a woman so (ke lian) sit side the road....den elf ask me gt money anot...she wan gv that women....elf is so kind of mind..den i take 1 or 2 ringgit gv that women...that time i'm ald do a good things ler....so happy...den i take elf go the Parkson big door thr...then elf say she go alone can ler...call me go join them bah....then i go ....n see she go inside ler...just can be at ease....gt so many i'm so (huai nian)....just so (huai nian) that time ...i'm si miss elf...miss u...

Saturday, May 8, 2010

so lucky...thx...

today...all my photo in memory card lost ler....walao...make me so sad ler....almost i ald cry ler...cause gt important photo i cant lost it....that photo is important to me....everytime...when i unhappy or missing...i will open it to see...den my mood will become better....but all lost ler...wah....i'm very angry n sad....i thinking...y want do lik that to me...???...i'm ald lost a real ppl....nw want me lost the photo also....y want lik that...???...after that....i see my phone again...see izzit really lost all ald....den dunno y...so surprise!!...haven lost again....just move another profile ald....wah....!so happy....haven lost....izzit tis is (qi ji)..???actually is lost ...but appear at another profile....or i didn't find clear...???but anyways....nw all photo is bak.....wat things also not nid care ler...so lucky....i too careless ler....almost ald want lost all ler....lost all photo nvm...but gt some photo cant lost....cause is very important de....if lost ler...i will so sad...cant get bak again ler....but nw is ok ler....n.n''''so lucky...

Friday, May 7, 2010

plzzz...don't so (len dan) wif me.

two month...elf so (len dan) wif me ald two month...enough ler...plzzz...don't lik that elf...y she must do lik that to me...y i cant love u she..??y she cant love me too..??tis two month...i'm look lik happy...actually my heart is so unhappy...frankly say...i dunwan she do lik that to me...i truly hope i can be together wif elf...but she didn't gv me 1 chance...love she so feel hard...everyday our family gt celebrate or my cousin bro bring us go whr to yamcha ,play n bar...i'm very hope that time elf is beside me...i can promise i can gv she happy,romance n sweet....but tis chance want to wait hw long den can (shi xian)..??
frankly say...last year...if i saw elf wif other boys play together or wat...i will (chi chu)...i know..tis is my false...so i change it...i'm too (guan) she ler...3 years...tis 3 years wat i'm ald do for she...how many things i ald do for she....i'm cant count also...many cant say is many...little bit cant say is little bit also...haihzzz..
one day...xiang gv me see a movie...that movie is talk about 1 boy n 1 girl de....
[gt 1 boy...he love a girl...but the girl didn't love he...den he wait the girl...he wait she 3 years...but the girl still didn't love he...one day...the boy married ler...when the girl know the boy ald married...she feel gt a little bit sad...that time ..the girl just know she love that boy...but is too late ler...cause that boy is married ler...that time ...that girl just can see the boy married n just can wish he...]tis movie i'm very lik...y the boy wait the girl 3 years ...but that girl still didn't love he..??y want the boy married ler den the girl just know she love that boy...??..see...that boy lik me...ald wait she 3 years...izzit want me ald gt another lover ler....wif another girl together ler...den she just know she love me..??i don't want gt tis finals...
i know i say lik that she will say me think too much ler...cause tis is imposible...i dunno izzit i think too much ler...or wat...n i dunno wat can i say ...i hope she can go see the movie...that boy in the movie so lik me...i say is cant too understand de...want to see the movie than just can really understand it...

life is short...plz...make it sweet..

today...our school gt 1 girl 'gone' ler....thats means died ler....so sad....just form 3 only...cause she gt sick ...her father is my grandfather friend...haihzzzz...so ...now we can see ...life short...we must make it sweet...we dunno when we will 'gone' too....so plzzz....make it sweet....plzzz...珍惜眼前人...

In my life

In my life i learned:
How to Love...
How to Smile...
How to be Happy...
How to be Strong...
How to Sing...
How to work Hard...
But i didn't learn how to forget u...
Because i Love u...

mother day

mother day is coming soon.....so....i dunno wan giv money to my mum or (belanja) she eat....but whatever lar.....wish my mum happy mother day...^^....n also....wish mother happy mother day.....^^hope they all can be healhtly...^^my mum also....n.n''n elf mum also.....wish elf mum happy mother day...n.n''.....

filled again..=.='''

today i go take undang exam....wtf...filled again!!!....gt revision also filled..!!aiyo....i dunno take again ler....buy it...!!=.='''so hard for wat leh...=.='''buuuuuuuuuuuuuu....third times ald leh....cant passes also.....@@...

Thursday, May 6, 2010

a day of irritated

today i feel unhappy at school...but look my face lik nothing 1....aiyo....wat i'm irritated lar..??y i wan so unhappy...nw..wat i want to say...is i wan tell she...plzzz dont live me away...i miss she n love she....y she didnt love me....y...???y if i love that ppl but she didnt love...y cant love each other..??love some ppl is so hard...izzit i'm still a child...n i'm still small...so cant gv she (an quan gan)or i cant gv she wat she want....???izzit if nw we together but cant 4ever..??haihzzZZzzzz....nw wat i say also no else...cause she truly unlove me...thats cant changes ler.....nw wat i do for she ...she also didnt love me de....but i really cant forget she...cause i'm really love she .....not play play....nw i just can wait alone....just can wait....love is so hard to (zhuo mo) ler...T.T''''fine .....she cant understand wat i'm feeling nw....n she cant understand hw the feeling paint...y i will wait she...y i love she.....???...nw i dunno i'm unhappy is cause tis things???....or wat..??but nw i just know...i miss she....

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

dream

today...in afternoon...i went to slp...i have a dream again...@@..that dream i saw peiling n elf....at school ....i'm sitting in 4M class...den peiling n elf come to find me....she two ask me after finish school i free anot??...cause she two want i help them do somethings....want i help them go to Music Box there ...n (sheng qing) wat card can gt offer...red colour de that card....HAHAHA.....then i say ok lor....i go alone....den ....erm....lets me think 1st...wat i saw in dream again..??erm..~~~~~hahahahaha.....forgot liao lar..XD...whatever lar...just saw elf in dream again....walao....wat happens to me orh...???sot liao???XD...idiot lor....haha....whatever lar....today my feelings can say is happy n unhappy....happy is cause i'm so relax at JadeHills there...unhappy i also dunno y gt feel some unhappy....@@...nvm...didn't let elf saw n know i unhappy den ok ler...tis is the important 1....^^...

Jade Hills











today..when i finish school...den i went to a place that place name is call JADE HILLS...gone wif family....^^..we went there to eat dinner...at there...is so quiet...n the air polution is so nice....i lik it....^^erm....so hard to explain it...just see photo bah..^^

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

=.=...crazy day

today...i'm so angry...WTF....when i'm ald finish school....den i wait xiang,ohlala,mianjia at cantin....cause they gt class until 2;30pm....so...i wait they all....at cantin there....i n yiting study at there n waiting they all finish school....cause yiting want wait her bf...^^until they all finish school...i taugh they all will come to find me....but not orh!!!!they go out ler....let me alone at school..!!!walao!!!didn't come to find den go out ler....WTF!!!want me go to find them ....=.='''(sizaibao) a few minit ago....i ald find them....WTF...they all at mianjia de kopitian there eating orh...wahseh....lik tis also can...@@(zhadao)...when i find them...i scold ohlala n xiang....didn't come find me...let me alone at school...i'm waiting they all leh....=.=''''buuuuuuuu.....(fan guat zai)after tat....i care ler...den we become nothings bak...hahahaha....idiot bah???just nw angry den after nothing le....XD....when we finish eating...den i,xiang n ohlala go to parkson buy the(zhen zhu nai cha)to drink....so expensive orhh.....but not bad de...^^test good....den we go shopping....until 4;15pm....we go tuition together....at tuition thr....so funny...the teacher talk many joke wif us....hahaha...that ohlala so ugly when he laugh...XD...!!!aiyo...i also dunno hw to says it....just very happy lar.....^^

thinking of you

two days le...i dunno wat happens to me...???everynight....when i want slp ...my brain will thinking she....omg...slp also cant slp nicely....i dunno hw to i'm think wat....just very happy things...hahahaha....i think i'm crazy le....@@....n also....everydays will saw she in my dreams....walao..!!!too GENG le bah...dream also can saw she...hahah..XD....but all the dream is happy de...didn't unhappy....erm....nw i dunno y....??gt some feelings...that feeling is so happy de...i think is last sunday bah....that day we went to listen the lecture room de....after that days...den i always think she n saw she in dream...XD...(siao liao)..i also dunno y i will think she de....just want to see she in every minits...i think is miss she bah....n i want to sms to she...ask she want to see movie in tis saturday anot de...but dunno want ask anot...cause tis saturday ohlala,yukawan they all gt go see movie...i wan ask she want go wif us anot ...but exam is coming soon..dunno she can go anot n she want anot..??i see not nid ask lar...cause i think she want listen the lecture room....at afternoon....i dunno want go listen anot...cause i want see xiang want go anot...if he go ...den i will go too gua...^^anyway lar.....gt some words can say it....i think i'm miss she ...n still love she....XD...finish...^^

Sunday, May 2, 2010

english love song


today i hear so many english love song...wow...so romance...i lik that feelings....n when i hear it....i so hopely beside is elf ....cause i want wif she together to hear love song...go a place is quiet de....n high place....just we two enjoy a romance day....drink together ...eat together....n one more things is see the view,moon n star together....wah...so romantic....but tis all just a hope....not a really 1....nvm lar....just think also nice le...^^wow....i love english love song so much...^^best n nice!!!^^english love song!!!!i love it!!!!!!!!

Saturday, May 1, 2010

a idoit dream

yesterdays...i wrote tis blog until 2 am also haven slp...den i sms wif rio....hahaahaha...so idiot lor...we talk the the idiot things....n so (sanbat) for yesterdays...hahaha...XD....so cool...we finish sms in 3am...den we go slp ...^^...yesterdays i 3am just slp...but today i'm 7am den wake up le...hahaha...so idiot..wake up so early...XD..cause i went to eat lunch wif my mum,grandmum n cousin sis....^^we went to eat (laksa)..wow...long time didn't eat le...yummy..^^until 9am...den we bak home....when i bak home....i'm very boring ...den i played mine guitar...haha...my skill is better than before i learn le....i know play blaking as while as sing song...^^but not really best lar...just ok only...but i trust i can be better....^^den i play a few of minutes...i'm ald so sleepy....den i went to slp....when i slp ....i have a dream...tis dream is ...erm...can says is dangerous also can says so romance bah....in the dream ...i saw i n elf on the very very high place...so elf careless drop down...den i jump to her to catch her hand dont let she die....when i catching her hand...she scold me so idiot!!y i want help she....n she just call me let go one's hold...if i didn't let go i will drop down wif she...die together de....den i didn't think anymore...i just say i wont do it.!!cause i love u!!...i will always beside u...protect you...if want die...then we die together !!!!!.....tis dream was i'm slping have....izzit idiot??hahaha....!!!so (baichi)lik tis de dream also gt....crazy le...^^XD....i also dunno y i gt tis dream....n also...gt some feeling tell me...i still love elf...i cant gv up ...cause one days i will together wif she...hahahaha...XD(bai chi) lor....XD!!!!!!but anyways...just a dream ...don't too care it lar...hahah....n today i'm also eat so many things....wow....morning go eat lunch den afternoon go eat (zhu chang fen)...after that...i went to PAPARICH there eat dinner wif cousin again...hahaha...!!!today just eat eat eat...my stomuch is full...^^XD....cool!!!

a strange feeling day

today i,elf,peiling n xiang went to crush...cause crush have a lecture room at serdang...so we went to listen...on the way...we sit together a car...n i gt some strange feeling....that feel i cant explain ....just very strange de...until we reach there...wow...there are so many ppl at there....so happy at there...n also...i meet so many friends at there le....elf they all also .....erm....can say is happy la...after we finish the lacture room...den we went to yamcha....at yamcha there...xiang n elf they two guys always joked...hahaha...so funny they two guys....haihzzz.zzzzzz..i saw elf so happy ...i'm happy too.....but peiling leh...she just want to slp le...hahaha....always call eric faster drink finish his water den go bak...hahaha....so funny...^^after we finish yamcha...den we go bak each orther home...eric take we go home....1st we take peiling go home 1st...den is me...actually eric forget to take me home liao de...i didn't say...cause i nvm 1 de...he can take xiang n elf bak 1st de...n i also can saw elf go home 1st...den i can be at ease....see she reach home....but no oo...is opposite....eric ald on the overline bridge....he make a big corner...turn bak....walao ye...his corner is so geng....make me almost fall to elf there...so paiseh...but so cool...a big corner....hahaha...^^after i reach home....i call my dad go out eat things....cause i haven eat de...so hungry....hahaha....i n my family go to 2020 there eat....i eat(ke jia mian)....hahaha....n we saw a cooker...he is a china boys....he cook (chao gui diao)de ....he is so funny....the (chao gui diao)so big...just RM3.80 only....hahahaha...!!!so cheap orhhh..!!!hahaha...my dad always laugh he...hahaha!!!^^n 1 more things i forget to say.....at serdang there...we go yamcha mah...until we want go bak that time....then elf stand up lor...i saw behind she gt ppl look her ass..!!!!WTF!!!!den i faster stand behind elf...dont let them see....want see!!??see mine lar..!!!so (hamsap)!.!....but anyway....today is ok lar...ntg unhappy things come....i think today can say is a simple days...^^

Thursday, April 29, 2010

bad feel...

today at school...i'm so feel not weel...cause i'm still gt cough...walao...cant tahan lor...so feel hard lor...just always cough...=='''wtf...cant stop 1....go to school cough until finish school...who can tahan it..???@.@''''i want die le...4 days ago le...still haven become better...omg...feel hard lor...

erm...i think gt 1 months ago le...i n elf didn't talk again le....i think cant be friend again le...whatever...if cant be friend again...than fine....i'm nvm...she happy den i'm ok....just lost a best friend....ya...is feel sad...but also no more chance...if she dunwan be a friend wif me bak.....den dunwan lar...i just sad 3 or 4 days only...nvm .....after the 3 or 4 days....i will be ok...she happy...i happy...

tis week ....i feel all my friends is lost....i feel i'm no more friends ald...just gt 3 is my friends....xiang,ohlala n rio...just tis 3 friends....is my best best friends...last years....peiwen n elf also my best friends...but nw....i also dunno hw 2 say....i dunno nw is all my false or their false...so irritited...last years wif them is feel very happy de...nw ....feel sad n irritated...instead...wif xiang they all...i'm really feel happy happy happy happy....actually i gt good friends de...lik yuka,wenhan,n more....they all also can lets me feel happy...just 2 or 3 friends lik i say that ...last years wif they all is happy...nw the happy is lost....is feel sad ,irritated...i hate that feel...but i also cant change it...cause tis is my life....fine...accept fact bah...

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

只对你说

我有棵快乐草。。。。我会送给你。。。。
希望你快乐。。。。若我有两棵。。。。
就咱们一人一棵。。。
我想与你一起快乐。。。。
若我有三棵。。。我会送你两棵。。。。
因为我希望你永远比我更快乐。。。。

如果哪天你没有我的信息。。。
那并不代表我不再想你。。。
就算要我忘记你。。。
我也舍不得把你忘掉。。。。
因为我心里只爱你。。。

grudge also must not grudge

so many days le...me n elf didn't talk le...n i didn't see she so many days le...i dunno wat i'm thinking nw...nw...i dunno i'm loving she or not loving she....she make me so confused nw...i dunno wat she think...last years i n elf is very happy de...play together...talk together...but nw...she with me lik a stranger....i know y she want lik that....cause i say somethings she didn't lik de....so haihzzzzzZZZzzz....i dunno she think wat de....just say waiting for u....lik tis only want lik that mah..???we cant lik last years happy together mah...???haihzzZZzzz....fine....i know i'm no chance liao de....tis world so many boys is better than me....taller than me...gt sence of securitythan me...so...i grudge also must not grudge....if u want continues to do lik that with me...i will respect u...
but i think...i'm still loving u nw....

Saturday, April 17, 2010

new pic^^







hahahahahaa...yesterday i went to a place eat dinner at afternoon....wif my family...the place name i dunno call wat...but there is so beutiful..n so quite...^^so nice...i love there....n there gt house ....all is new house...we went inside see the sample house...wow....is beutiful...lik bangalo...so big...n so nice also...i lik there house....but so expensive...HAHAHA....so nice...i lik it...!!!!XD...n also...at there i take many photo le....hahaah.....dunwan say le...just see my new pic bah...^^

Thursday, April 15, 2010

a bz day...XD

wow!!!today i'm so bz at school ....cant rest...cause so many school work want to finish it...so...want slp also cant...^^....but nvm also...cause today i jsut bz my school work only....didn't think so much today....just do do n do...@.@...so tired...hahaha...i lik today...so nice^^....not nid think too much...
n also...today i saw WAN cut hair le...hahaha^^...so cute....XD...copy my hair...=.='''XD....whatever...i like today so much....^^i lik bz bz bz....!!!!!^^XD...crazy le...@.@'''

not feel well 3 days ago...

==...ark!!!my stomuch not feel well 3 days le...=.=..'''just today feel become better a little bit le...=)dunno eat wat things lai...make me so not feel well...=.='''i think is shit??hahaha...!!!!!!!(BAI cHI)XD
today Aaron so angry ooo...cause today they all say want go eat SUSHI de...but jane want eat MC....hong want go eat SUSHI den jane want eat MC....hw Aaron can chose??1 is his gf...1 is his frien...if he chose hong there den afraid jane angry...den if he chose jane there...also afraid hong angry..=.='''dunwan say he will angry...i'm also will crazy...@@..XD...so ...the last decision is cancel....omg...just eat dinner only also want lik that...haihzzZzZZzz...so next time ooo....hope they all decision ald then just tell Aaron or who ...not nid irritited...=.='''make elf also cant go eat le...=.='''they all unhappy den good liao lor...dont make elf unhappy also ....she didn't lik lik that...so...hope they all can go bak think lar....i will lik that say cause i dunwan see elf angry n unhappy...i wan she be happy...no irritited or wat bad things to she...so....hope u all can think more the positive things lar...
n 1 more things i forgot to wirte le...XD....nw write bak....wish elf family all can be healthy , lucky n happy...^^elf also must be healthy oo...^^
haha....my friends also lar....i wont forgot u all de...^^wish u all same wif elf family oh...^^n be careful oo...H1N1 is come bak le....be careful!!!^^

habit den good...

today elf ald gt come school le..^^so happy ..can see she again...so miss she..haha^^but also no else...cause she so indifferent to me also...=.=...dunno she thinking wat de...she think she do lik that to me den i will gv up to love she??omg...thats wrong...love some 1 whether she do wat bad things to me lah...i'm also love she...cause my love is true 1...haihzzzzzz.....n also....today we finish school le...i want to say goodbye to she 1...but i haven say it...den she ald go far away..=.=....@.@...''''''huuuuuuuuuuuuuu...........i'm izzit so scary??..haihzzzzz...tis is not 1st time do lik that to me ald...nvm lah....habit (jiu hao).................

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

not feel well today=.=

today elf didn't go school again...so i go ask hong y elf didn't come...den hong tell me...her bro sick ald n her mum go to visit the sick...no ppl take she go school...so she cant go school...after that...erm....i'm also forgot le...haha...but nvm lah...she is fine then ok ald...tis is the 1st 1 inportant...^^

bad days...

ark!!!!my phone gt some important pic lost liao!!aiyo...that pic is very important 1 ark...nw lost le...so sad!!!!=.='''buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~~

yesterday...elf didn't went to school...i think she sick ald...but at afteroon...so lucky let me saw she at school...she didn't sick...so good...then i went to scienceslap to study...before long...i stand outside the class...cause my mood is not very good...so stand outside (chui feng)...i saw elf going out...wif 2 boys...that time i really really sad...cause i just can standing there to see she leave me away...but i go bak home think ....y i wan so sad..??i can go out wif girls...y she cant go out wif boys???....izzit i think too much ald...i think yes...actually yesterday i wanted to write blog de....but my bro was playing com...so i cant write le...haihzzzzZZ...elf is so many ppl love she de...i want she accept me is very hard...cause orther boys is better than me...i'm the last...T.T..but i will be strong...i will continues to love she...cause i believe if i wont gv up...one day elf will know i'm a good bf...she will know everyday she unhappy who will beside she...gv she a comfort...nw...i know wat i want to do le...so i will not unhappy again...i must use a simple heart to love she....elf..i will let u know...i'm the best of bf....i will take out all of my best things to gv u...

Sunday, April 11, 2010

not my false only.!!!

not my false only....i will lik tat is because somethings!!!!!y my life will lik tat..!!!!no!!!i dunwan my life is lik tat...plzzz!!!!don't!!!i'm enough to face all the bad things le!!!!...i dunwan see tat again lik yesterday!!!!won't!!!!i'm want crazy le..!!plzzzZZzzz...i dunwan talk too much....talk too much ....false too much..!!!...no ppl can understand me..!!didn't have someone know..!!!just know to say is me false..!!just know to say me moodly..!!!i wont do it de...!!!not i want de...!!tis is (zhu ding)want me to (shou ku)...

Saturday, April 10, 2010

dont plZZZzzzzz..T.T

today i dunno y...so unhappy too...but so lucky..i can control myself...n today i wan ask hong somethings...but i dunno hw to ask...n dunno who i can ask...T.T...i wan ask hong izzit ki n elf together le??or i think too much le....but yesterday they ar too close ald...i cant understand nw they ar friends or wat....but i hope it is not true...cause if tis is true...i will heart so much...i dunwan lik tis...its very feel bad...but.....i .....haihzzZzZzzz.......don't do lik tat to me...i dunno wat can say le...just can say...plzzz....T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T

all my false...T.T

wat the fuck!!!just nw i see hong de blog....he say elf scold me!!!wat the HEll...i help they all to find where is redbox...but she dunno anythings then scold me...wat ohh...i'm helping u all u know...scold me...??!!u know lik tis will heart me...ya...i'm so moodly...everyday go out also me make u all unhappy...i'm also hate myself lor...hate myself y i everyday want lik tat...!!!y i wan make my friends unhappy!!!...u think i very lik to lik tis mah...??no ppl like lik tis 1 de lor....i ald become better than last years ald lor...i can control myself le lor...but today u must know y i'm will cry...because i saw u n some 1 is too close le...u know...u must know my feel is hw bad lor...i dunwan lik that de lor...but it is too excessive ald lor...hw excessive...???i dunwan say...i dunno u can feel excessive anot...but i'm feel very excessive lor...i'm care u lor...T.T T.T T.T....

2)要脆弱就一个人 , 别在别人面前显出你弱的一面 ..
" 坚强 " !
i know tis is u write de...i know wat means...i know i'm also gt false...so...i'm sry...that my false...but i hope u can understand wat my feeling that night...n i will be strong lik u say ....won't unhappy again face to my friends...hope u can gv me chance...i will change it...plzzz..

grudge give up to love she


lun n jane everytimes told me to giv up to love she...but i can't do it...i know y they want me to gv up...they dunwan saw me sad n feel bad...but not somethings u say can forget then forget...but i really grudge forget she n love she...i know she didn't love me but y i still love she???....i just can tell u all...cause I LOVE SHE...n jane n lun also told me to find another girlfriend better than she...but nw my inside my heart just love she 1 person...i also gt try to love orther girl...but can't also...nw i can conform i really to love she only...but she didn't love me...i dunno y???izzit i less somethings ald..??or wat...??i'm so irritited...if she ald accept me be her bf...i dunno she izzit love me or she just want me to be happy then just accept me...n but she didn't accept me...i will very hope she can accept me...aiyo....!!!!!wat i want nw lar...!!!!!!!!!!!!but i really really love she...==...haihzzzzZZZZzz.....T.T..

to:elf


elf...i gt somethings must tell u ....that is...i still love u...i think u ald know it...but i also want to tell u...actually i lie u say i didn't love u again...that's not true...i lie u i'm also feel bad...but i cant leave u...i'm have no more chance..so i make a lie to u....i know if i still love u...u will cut of friendship...but y u must do lik that.??u know that feel is so paint anot...???
i dunno y u must do lik that for me....i'm very sad...now i dunno wat relationship u n ki...but if i saw he be close to u...i will so sad....cause he love u also...i dunno izzit that true anot....but i feel yes...ya...i'm so moodly...but y i everyday go out wif u all also no mood??...i moodly also because of u....i care about u....i'm love u...i know u hate ppl moodly...but gt somethings we can control ...somethings is cant control 1....i know u dunwan fall in love 1st...ok nvm...i respect u...u say u hate ppl moodly...i'm also respect u...change it...wat u dislike de ...i respect u also...change all the bad things...but.....haihzzZzzzzz....i know u n me will became last month le...but i hope u dont do it...plzZzzzzZZ....i will moodly is cause i saw somethings dislike things u do....i think u know wat i say that things...i dunno u gt hate me anot...but i hope also...u dont hate me...plzzzz....i wont become last month lik tis...i will so heart...ya i know i'm shorter...i think u dislike shorter ppl...but i also dunwan de....i'm also dunno y i'm so shorter....izzit love some ppl must see that person is taller or shorter???....wif some person not say (believe) (happy) 1 mah??...but nw i gt play basketball ald also...y...cause i want be taller...i also hate myself shorter....so nw i play basketball every sunday nw....finaly...i hope u can understand y i unhappy today at Midvalley...n hope u don't hate me...plzZZz...n the last ....i want say ...(i still loving u)....T.T

sorry to u all


continues my story...after we finish that show...den we went to singsong...REDbox...when we ald reach redbox...we wanted to ask hw much if we want to sing...we asking there...but some of them talk outside the redbox...play!!!...n gt i things i dislike to see 1...i dunno hw to say...but i'm very sad when i saw he n she so close together....that feel is very very very very bad n paint...tis 3 years...i feel the same feeling also...after that...we went inside the room n start to sing song...inside the room...i wont happy...cause i see somethings i didn't lik to see de...i'm very angry 1...but cant do anythings...i just sit there to drink a lot of wine...just drink drink n drink...cause is too sad...i think i can control myself....but it was too hard to control ald...i'm sry...i really cant control le...hong they all say (he)didn't love (she)...i'm so sry...i cant believe (he) didn't love (she)...n (he) also told me...(he) didn't love elf...hw i know izzit true???!!!!n i also know today is peiwen birthday...actually must happy de...but cause me...make them unhappy also....i noe is my false...so...sry to u all...n the important i want to say to she is peiwen...sry....today ur birthday...but i still make u unhappy...so sry...actually i didn't unhappy 1...but inside the room...i saw somethings i dislike to see 1...so i cant control myself...hope u can understand y i today lik tis....sry...T.T

clash of the titans

today we went to Midvelly saw movie...i reach there was nothings 1...can control myself de...but dunno y...today cant control it...cause we wanted went to movie ald...i heard elf say very cold...so exactly i have to bring a jecket ...so i gv she to wear it...she still say dunwan...actually she was cold 1...but she still dunwan wear it...i ald call she to wear it many times...she dunwan also...so i'm so angry ald that time...cause i scared she cant (tahan)...but she still dunwan wear it...i'm so angry n sad...y she want do lik that...!!actully that show was very good 1...but she make me no more mood to see ald...i just care she only...y she want do lik to me??!!...haihzZZzZZZZ...

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

**when we can together**


feel lik raining...who can know wat my feel...n who can know tat feeling...3 years ago...i'm still waiting for u...still loving u...some ppl ask me...y i love u...??so many girl in tis world...but y i just love u??...i'm ald think a few month...now i ald know y i love u....just 3 words....because I LOVE U...gt some ppl gt ask me tis question..den i told they all my answer....is I LOVE U...but they say [i love u??i'm asking y u love she??]but i'm also say the 3 word....that 3 word...is gt meaning...that meaning gt so profound...so they cant understand...i dunno she can understand my meaning anot...but i hope she can understand...love some 1...wont let she know i'm sad...just let she know i'm happy...wont let she irritited...wont let she unhappy...but all of tis things..if i cant do it....i'm also want to try my best to do it....i will!!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

**i wont let u know i'm sad**

today...i dunno y so irritited..haihzzzZZzzz....but i'm so lucky...i can control myself...i didn't let elf know...so good...=)
but i'm feel a little bad...cause ...erm....aiya...i also dunno hw to say lar...i just know today i'm ald can control myself le...i wont lik last years lik tat...cause i know elf unlike...so i will change it...
congratulation to myself..=)
TROY..u did it..

**HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEIWEN**

today is peiwen birthday...but i didn't buy any prasent to she..haha...sry oo peiwen...i will buy the prasent gv u 1...but not nw ooo..sry..anyway...i also wan wish u happy birthday ohh..=)so..today we go celebrate wif she...we go COMINO's eat pizza...then we go PARKSON shopping...after we gt go whr liao ar??erm...hahaha...i'm also can remember it ald....sry...watever..peiwen...happy birthday ya...wish u be healthy n be happy everyday..
=)

Monday, April 5, 2010

~~每当与你分开。。。总是被伤到很重。。
却不能挽回些什么。。
原谅我没有说。。。
最爱你的是我。。。
钢琴的黑白键说出我内心话。。。
音旋弹出我的心声。。
时间一分一秒的飘去。。。
而我还在原点。。。
等待你的回来。。。

wat can i do nw??

last firday....me,rio withu,jane,wen,kiki,Aaron n elf go eat pizza...den kiki sit beside me...i scare he cant take it....then i help he to take...then he say[can u do not treat me so good...i will feel sorry]...i heared y he say lik tat??really gt some problem ald....then we finish eating....we go bak school....at 5 between 6pm...jane ask me [tonight wan go wen house??] i say i'm no mood....then i ask she izzit kiki ald love elf??then jane say yes...at the time....i very feel bad de ....but i can contro myself le....so...i dunno i must happy or unhappy...just irritited again...dunno hw to face this matter....haihzZZzzzz.....want gv elf know i still love she anot or not....~~~who can help me>?

problem of feeling?

my friends told me....elf say my feeling change everyday...tat means sometimes happy sometimes unhappy....the mood is change everyday....ya...y i will lik tat??cause because she....y i unhappy??cause she didn't decide me...y i sometimes will happy??cause i saw she happy....den i happy...i know...tat my false...so nw i'm change nw...i won't lets she know i'm unhappy...n last years ....i'm very lik to think the negative things 1....if she talk wif other boy or play wif other boys...i will unhappy...i think is jealous....so she very hate me lik tat....but i also dunno y i will lik that??i think is i wont u let go away from me...so i jealous....but now i wont do it again...cause she didn't lik...so i will change it...go anywhere ...i also let she see me always happy...wont do it again...but izzit i change it ald den she will accept me to be her bf???.....izzit can???or i think too much..T.T....

~~~~lie myself~~~

long time did't write my blog ald...cause i dunno wan 2 write wat again...n also i'm face many problem in tis year...but nw is ok...still gt a little bit problem...but i dunno wat is the problem also...last month...i n elf was no talk anymore ald...cause she was angry me...i dunno y....i cant understand it...i just say i will waiting for she...den she ald angry...actually not angry...erm....she dont lik ppl say [i'm waiting for u]...she was very dislike...but i cant understand y she didn't lik??y??can gv me a reason??i'm really cant understod it...but nvm ...i didn't care it...cause i love she...forever...den...at tat month...i'm very sad cause she didn't pay attention to me...n didn't talk to me also....so i'm feel bad...gt 1 day...i'm go out wif friends.... i'm so miss she...den i call my friends help me to ask she hw can i do den we can lik last years lik tat....talk together play together....den she say [ if i didn't love she ald...den she just talk to me]...i hear it i'm so sad...y u wan lik tat....love 1 ppl izzit wrong???den i go home think a long of time...think hw can i do??izzit really gv up to love she again??.....den i decide lie she say i ald didn't love she again...actually i'm still love she...i'm 1st time lie she...i'm very very feel bad...cause i tell a lie to myself...say i didn't love she ald...omg...tat feel is so bad....but i no chance...just lik tis den we can talk n play together again...

Thursday, March 18, 2010

*****Sunway Piramid*****


where i take photo at there??haha~~i tell u lar~~tis photo i take at sunway piramid~~long time didn't go there ald~~that day go wif friends~~i'm 1st time go by train wif friends~~feel good ~~=) at there just can shopping ~~can't buy things~~cause so expensive~~just a T-shirt also want 100 ringgit~~==""want buy something also can't~~==""we go there not buy things lar~~is go there celebrate wif friend~~cause my friend birthday~~she is JANE~~we go there sing K~~haha~~crazy liao~~METRO POINT there can sing also don't want~~go so far to sing K~~@@"(siao liao)~~but nvm lar~~i long time didn't go there ald also~~i want go there shopping also ~~haha^^~~anyway~~i also want wish JANE HAPPY BIRTHDAY lar~~=)

Thursday, January 14, 2010

~~y??y u want hearts me again??~~


today..i'm feel sad again...because today i at school ask elf tomorrow want go eat cake with us anot...she say dunwan...den i say nvm loh...how i know...at night...my best friends go ask she want go anot...she say want...y??y i ask she ..she lets me the answer is dunwan..but give my friend answer is yes...y she want do lik that to me...she know lik tis will heart me anot..??!!i cant understand...y she want do lik that...y??now she make me so sad...feel bad...y i want to meet them...if i didn't meet i notnid so irritated...n not nid love she...y want me to meet them...T.T'''...nw i also dunno hw many time i'm ald cry because of she...nw i just know...i'm still love she...i cant forget she...god...can u help me..?i really really cant (tahan) ald...i dunwan lik tis...so tired...god...plz....plzzzz...help me...wat can i do den i not nid so irritated...if want i forget she...i just can tell u...i cant do it...cause i gt try ald...cant forget also...tomorrow go to school i also dunno hw...i miss she ...but ....haihzzz...i dunno hw to say it...just feel very very very sad...y she cant understand wat my feel......

Friday, January 8, 2010

==unhappy at school==

haihzzzZz...open school until nw...didn't have 1 day i'm happy at school...because at school...i'm study class 4L...add max class..n my friend no any 1 is same class with me...at the class just i 1 person sit only...n my classmate is no any 1 i know...so bored inside the class...==..so sad...i gt try to meet they all...but i didn't do it...because ....erm...i dunno hw to say it also...just have some feel is very bad...(wat can i do den i not nid so unhappy??)last years...i can feel the time is pass very fast..but tis years...i feel the time os pass very slowly n my classmate...they all is very clever 1...PMR get 4A n 5A 1....so...inside the class...it will gv me pressure...because they are too GENG ald...so...it can say i'm alone in the class..==...T.T'''Actually i want to change class 1...but i want to study add max...n then add max class just gt two only..K n L...so i can't change class...how to know...today my friend told me...their class is KC class...will plus 1 more subject in their class..that is add max...i know ald i very very very sad...because today is last day to gv us to change class...if we want to change class must write a letter to gv teacher 1...but i didn't have time to write ald...so i lost a chance to change class ald...i'm so sad..==....everyday in class...i just sit alone ...didn't talk...just do 3 things in the class...study,do schoolworks n sleep...haihzzZZzz...i dunno wat can i do ald...n i also dunno i can (tahan) anot....now i just feel unhappy,pressure,sad n irritated...~~~ yesterday...i reach home...i saw my fish was ald died...not only 3 died...Actually was 10-12 died ald...but yesterday...i'm really really feel unlucky...dunno y...1 days can died so many fish...haihzzz...aiyo...dunno want say wat ald la....i just wan to know...wat can i do den i not nid so irritated n unhappy...who can help me...??.~~i really really feel unhappy...T.T'''.....plzzz...who can tell me wat can i do nw..??T.T'''