a figure viewed from behind

so many days ago...i'm not dare to look she...i just can look a figure viewed from behind...i want to look wif she face to face ...but i'm not dare ler...i scared she didn't lik...n also...i every times just pass through the mirror to see her...i want to look her face to face...but nw i really not dare ald....so many days didn't saw her real face ler...just saw her figure viewed from behind...T.T.
missing some 1 just so feel hard...n also i miss that girl is not love me 1...lik tis more broken heart...n hearted...T.T all of my fren always call me to gv up...to forget she...don't waste the time...
i know all my fren is dunwan i hearted again n broken again....den will call me to forget she...but i really cant do it....cause she is my lover....she is my true love...if want forget is so hard....i grudge to forget she....
gt lik tis (xia chang) is i 1 ppl make de....is me....i cant be her lover is my lost...i know she gt fall in love so many times ler....n i also know who is that guy gt be her lover before....i dunno izzit she fall in love so many times ler...so boring...den she dunwan fall in love again ler....haihzzZZzz....i know so many ppl love she also....i'm just the last 1....didn't have my turn forever.....i'm the last....y i know i ald cant be her lover...n she didn't love me de....i still wait her...love her...??....i know i'm ald no more chance ler...i just can silently help her....love her ...miss her...let she happy....i just want she happy only....i'm not happy nvm...that not important...that important is she must happy....
I'M SRY....I LOVE U...