wat can i do nw??

last firday....me,rio withu,jane,wen,kiki,Aaron n elf go eat pizza...den kiki sit beside me...i scare he cant take it....then i help he to take...then he say[can u do not treat me so good...i will feel sorry]...i heared y he say lik tat??really gt some problem ald....then we finish eating....we go bak school....at 5 between 6pm...jane ask me [tonight wan go wen house??] i say i'm no mood....then i ask she izzit kiki ald love elf??then jane say yes...at the time....i very feel bad de ....but i can contro myself le....so...i dunno i must happy or unhappy...just irritited again...dunno hw to face this matter....haihzZZzzzz.....want gv elf know i still love she anot or not....~~~who can help me>?