i'm bak

long times didn't write blog ler...actually i want write de...but i'm so bz...so cant write....
exam is coming soon...i'm so afraid...cause i haven ready ....so scared ohh...@@..but i will try my best lar...JIA YOU!!!!!!
last wednesday...i saw she so bored in class room....sitting there see book...n that day Yi Ting didn't went to school also...so ...i saw she so bored....n tis week....i saw she look lik so unhappy n irritated...i dunno izzit true anot...that just my feelings...hope that is not real lar...
today i'm so miss her...dunno y..?? i forget when ald...i saw some 1 write [if u love some 1 but cant together...u must (zhen xi) smile wif she...talk wif she ...play wif she...(de shi ke)..]when i saw tis....i'm become convinced...i wont make she unhappy again...cause i wont see her so unhappy....if she unhappy...not pretty ler....i love to see she happy....
erm....so many month ago...i n she still lik that...didn't talk again...=.='''when we can talk together ner??...i dunwan lik that again lor...haihzzzZZzz....i n she will lik that is cause of me....if i didn't say that word...we wont lik that de...all is my false....i hate myself....!!!!....nw ...i didn't talking wif family again ler....gt talking lar...but just talk a little only...i dunno y...i ald so alone ler....go whr also alone .....n 1 things i didn't tell anyfren....if who gt saw my blog i hope u all dont tell any body...i think i'm ald have a sick...is (you yu zheng)i dunno izzit i think too much....or wat...but...i dunno hw to say....i think is me (shou le hen da de chuang shang).....actually i'm so sad de....but i cant let she know....so when i saw her....i will let she saw me happy....
yesterday....rio told me faster gv he a answer i can go Genting anot....den i ask who gt go...he say Jane,Lun n himself....n ki n Yong Zhan haven know...n she also....frankly say...when i know ki gt go....i dunwan go ler....cause i dunwan go wif he....y...??cause i cant forget that days we go sing k wat he doing ..!!!!(dang wo tou ming mah!!!!)....n also 1 things i want say so long time liao de...but i dunno hw to say...den i just write here....frankly say....when rio they all meet ki ald....our relationship ald so bad ler.....i'm not means is ki false or who false....i just feel ....nvm...i dont care....if they all think ki is better than me ....i just told u all....u all can find he....not nid find me....n i wont (da rao) u all again also....u all always (ren wei) i'm so (qing xu hua)....ok...i dont care....nw wat i say ....u all will think me is think too much....everyday ...when we go out together....i always make u all unhappy....always is me....my false....ur ki so good....he didn't false....all my false....i say ki so close wif she....u say play is lik that ....ok....i'm no comment again....cause u say lik tis....let me know....in u all heart...ki is so good forever....n me..???is a (shao xing de ren)...(qing xu hua de ren)...(hu si luan xiang de ren)....i know rio u will see my blog...n i also know...if u see i say lik that....u will angry me....nvm....if u want angry me i cant blok u...i just say the truely 1....if u all think i say tis all is false....ok....(jiu dang wo zi yan zi yu)....
i just love she only....if ur lover is lik tis ...hw u feelings..!!!!???...so...cant (guai wo)....
I'M SRY....I LOVE U..