bad feel...

today at school...i'm so feel not weel...cause i'm still gt cough...walao...cant tahan lor...so feel hard lor...just always cough...=='''wtf...cant stop 1....go to school cough until finish school...who can tahan it..???@.@''''i want die le...4 days ago le...still haven become better...omg...feel hard lor...

erm...i think gt 1 months ago le...i n elf didn't talk again le....i think cant be friend again le...whatever...if cant be friend again...than fine....i'm nvm...she happy den i'm ok....just lost a best friend....ya...is feel sad...but also no more chance...if she dunwan be a friend wif me bak.....den dunwan lar...i just sad 3 or 4 days only...nvm .....after the 3 or 4 days....i will be ok...she happy...i happy...

tis week ....i feel all my friends is lost....i feel i'm no more friends ald...just gt 3 is my friends....xiang,ohlala n rio...just tis 3 friends....is my best best friends...last years....peiwen n elf also my best friends...but nw....i also dunno hw 2 say....i dunno nw is all my false or their false...so irritited...last years wif them is feel very happy de...nw ....feel sad n irritated...instead...wif xiang they all...i'm really feel happy happy happy happy....actually i gt good friends de...lik yuka,wenhan,n more....they all also can lets me feel happy...just 2 or 3 friends lik i say that ...last years wif they all is happy...nw the happy is lost....is feel sad ,irritated...i hate that feel...but i also cant change it...cause tis is my life....fine...accept fact bah...

只对你说

我有棵快乐草。。。。我会送给你。。。。
希望你快乐。。。。若我有两棵。。。。
就咱们一人一棵。。。
我想与你一起快乐。。。。
若我有三棵。。。我会送你两棵。。。。
因为我希望你永远比我更快乐。。。。

如果哪天你没有我的信息。。。
那并不代表我不再想你。。。
就算要我忘记你。。。
我也舍不得把你忘掉。。。。
因为我心里只爱你。。。

grudge also must not grudge

so many days le...me n elf didn't talk le...n i didn't see she so many days le...i dunno wat i'm thinking nw...nw...i dunno i'm loving she or not loving she....she make me so confused nw...i dunno wat she think...last years i n elf is very happy de...play together...talk together...but nw...she with me lik a stranger....i know y she want lik that....cause i say somethings she didn't lik de....so haihzzzzzZZZzzz....i dunno she think wat de....just say waiting for u....lik tis only want lik that mah..???we cant lik last years happy together mah...???haihzzZZzzz....fine....i know i'm no chance liao de....tis world so many boys is better than me....taller than me...gt sence of securitythan me...so...i grudge also must not grudge....if u want continues to do lik that with me...i will respect u...
but i think...i'm still loving u nw....

new pic^^

hahahahahaa...yesterday i went to a place eat dinner at afternoon....wif my family...the place name i dunno call wat...but there is so beutiful..n so quite...^^so nice...i love there....n there gt house ....all is new house...we went inside see the sample house...wow....is beutiful...lik bangalo...so big...n so nice also...i lik there house....but so expensive...HAHAHA....so nice...i lik it...!!!!XD...n also...at there i take many photo le....hahaah.....dunwan say le...just see my new pic bah...^^

a bz day...XD

wow!!!today i'm so bz at school ....cant rest...cause so many school work want to finish it...so...want slp also cant...^^....but nvm also...cause today i jsut bz my school work only....didn't think so much today....just do do n do...@.@...so tired...hahaha...i lik today...so nice^^....not nid think too much...
n also...today i saw WAN cut hair le...hahaha^^...so cute....XD...copy my hair...=.='''XD....whatever...i like today so much....^^i lik bz bz bz....!!!!!^^XD...crazy le...@.@'''

not feel well 3 days ago...

==...ark!!!my stomuch not feel well 3 days le...=.=..'''just today feel become better a little bit le...=)dunno eat wat things lai...make me so not feel well...=.='''i think is shit??hahaha...!!!!!!!(BAI cHI)XD
today Aaron so angry ooo...cause today they all say want go eat SUSHI de...but jane want eat MC....hong want go eat SUSHI den jane want eat MC....hw Aaron can chose??1 is his gf...1 is his frien...if he chose hong there den afraid jane angry...den if he chose jane there...also afraid hong angry..=.='''dunwan say he will angry...i'm also will crazy...@@..XD...so ...the last decision is cancel....omg...just eat dinner only also want lik that...haihzzZzZZzz...so next time ooo....hope they all decision ald then just tell Aaron or who ...not nid irritited...=.='''make elf also cant go eat le...=.='''they all unhappy den good liao lor...dont make elf unhappy also ....she didn't lik lik that...so...hope they all can go bak think lar....i will lik that say cause i dunwan see elf angry n unhappy...i wan she be happy...no irritited or wat bad things to she...so....hope u all can think more the positive things lar...
n 1 more things i forgot to wirte le...XD....nw write bak....wish elf family all can be healthy , lucky n happy...^^elf also must be healthy oo...^^
haha....my friends also lar....i wont forgot u all de...^^wish u all same wif elf family oh...^^n be careful oo...H1N1 is come bak le....be careful!!!^^

habit den good...

today elf ald gt come school le..^^so happy ..can see she again...so miss she..haha^^but also no else...cause she so indifferent to me also...=.=...dunno she thinking wat de...she think she do lik that to me den i will gv up to love she??omg...thats wrong...love some 1 whether she do wat bad things to me lah...i'm also love she...cause my love is true 1...haihzzzzzz.....n also....today we finish school le...i want to say goodbye to she 1...but i haven say it...den she ald go far away..=.=....@.@...''''''huuuuuuuuuuuuuu...........i'm izzit so scary??..haihzzzzz...tis is not 1st time do lik that to me ald...nvm lah....habit (jiu hao).................

not feel well today=.=

today elf didn't go school again...so i go ask hong y elf didn't come...den hong tell me...her bro sick ald n her mum go to visit the sick...no ppl take she go school...so she cant go school...after that...erm....i'm also forgot le...haha...but nvm lah...she is fine then ok ald...tis is the 1st 1 inportant...^^

bad days...

ark!!!!my phone gt some important pic lost liao!!aiyo...that pic is very important 1 ark...nw lost le...so sad!!!!=.='''buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~~

yesterday...elf didn't went to school...i think she sick ald...but at afteroon...so lucky let me saw she at school...she didn't sick...so good...then i went to scienceslap to study...before long...i stand outside the class...cause my mood is not very good...so stand outside (chui feng)...i saw elf going out...wif 2 boys...that time i really really sad...cause i just can standing there to see she leave me away...but i go bak home think ....y i wan so sad..??i can go out wif girls...y she cant go out wif boys???....izzit i think too much ald...i think yes...actually yesterday i wanted to write blog de....but my bro was playing com...so i cant write le...haihzzzzZZ...elf is so many ppl love she de...i want she accept me is very hard...cause orther boys is better than me...i'm the last...T.T..but i will be strong...i will continues to love she...cause i believe if i wont gv up...one day elf will know i'm a good bf...she will know everyday she unhappy who will beside she...gv she a comfort...nw...i know wat i want to do le...so i will not unhappy again...i must use a simple heart to love she....elf..i will let u know...i'm the best of bf....i will take out all of my best things to gv u...

not my false only.!!!

not my false only....i will lik tat is because somethings!!!!!y my life will lik tat..!!!!no!!!i dunwan my life is lik tat...plzzz!!!!don't!!!i'm enough to face all the bad things le!!!!...i dunwan see tat again lik yesterday!!!!won't!!!!i'm want crazy le..!!plzzzZZzzz...i dunwan talk too much....talk too much ....false too much..!!!...no ppl can understand me..!!didn't have someone know..!!!just know to say is me false..!!just know to say me moodly..!!!i wont do it de...!!!not i want de...!!tis is (zhu ding)want me to (shou ku)...

dont plZZZzzzzz..T.T

today i dunno y...so unhappy too...but so lucky..i can control myself...n today i wan ask hong somethings...but i dunno hw to ask...n dunno who i can ask...T.T...i wan ask hong izzit ki n elf together le??or i think too much le....but yesterday they ar too close ald...i cant understand nw they ar friends or wat....but i hope it is not true...cause if tis is true...i will heart so much...i dunwan lik tis...its very feel bad...but.....i .....haihzzZzZzzz.......don't do lik tat to me...i dunno wat can say le...just can say...plzzz....T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T

all my false...T.T

wat the fuck!!!just nw i see hong de blog....he say elf scold me!!!wat the HEll...i help they all to find where is redbox...but she dunno anythings then scold me...wat ohh...i'm helping u all u know...scold me...??!!u know lik tis will heart me...ya...i'm so moodly...everyday go out also me make u all unhappy...i'm also hate myself lor...hate myself y i everyday want lik tat...!!!y i wan make my friends unhappy!!!...u think i very lik to lik tis mah...??no ppl like lik tis 1 de lor....i ald become better than last years ald lor...i can control myself le lor...but today u must know y i'm will cry...because i saw u n some 1 is too close le...u know...u must know my feel is hw bad lor...i dunwan lik that de lor...but it is too excessive ald lor...hw excessive...???i dunwan say...i dunno u can feel excessive anot...but i'm feel very excessive lor...i'm care u lor...T.T T.T T.T....

2)要脆弱就一个人 , 别在别人面前显出你弱的一面 ..
" 坚强 " !
i know tis is u write de...i know wat means...i know i'm also gt false...so...i'm sry...that my false...but i hope u can understand wat my feeling that night...n i will be strong lik u say ....won't unhappy again face to my friends...hope u can gv me chance...i will change it...plzzz..

grudge give up to love she

lun n jane everytimes told me to giv up to love she...but i can't do it...i know y they want me to gv up...they dunwan saw me sad n feel bad...but not somethings u say can forget then forget...but i really grudge forget she n love she...i know she didn't love me but y i still love she???....i just can tell u all...cause I LOVE SHE...n jane n lun also told me to find another girlfriend better than she...but nw my inside my heart just love she 1 person...i also gt try to love orther girl...but can't also...nw i can conform i really to love she only...but she didn't love me...i dunno y???izzit i less somethings ald..??or wat...??i'm so irritited...if she ald accept me be her bf...i dunno she izzit love me or she just want me to be happy then just accept me...n but she didn't accept me...i will very hope she can accept me...aiyo....!!!!!wat i want nw lar...!!!!!!!!!!!!but i really really love she...==...haihzzzzZZZZzz.....T.T..

to:elf

elf...i gt somethings must tell u ....that is...i still love u...i think u ald know it...but i also want to tell u...actually i lie u say i didn't love u again...that's not true...i lie u i'm also feel bad...but i cant leave u...i'm have no more chance..so i make a lie to u....i know if i still love u...u will cut of friendship...but y u must do lik that.??u know that feel is so paint anot...???
i dunno y u must do lik that for me....i'm very sad...now i dunno wat relationship u n ki...but if i saw he be close to u...i will so sad....cause he love u also...i dunno izzit that true anot....but i feel yes...ya...i'm so moodly...but y i everyday go out wif u all also no mood??...i moodly also because of u....i care about u....i'm love u...i know u hate ppl moodly...but gt somethings we can control ...somethings is cant control 1....i know u dunwan fall in love 1st...ok nvm...i respect u...u say u hate ppl moodly...i'm also respect u...change it...wat u dislike de ...i respect u also...change all the bad things...but.....haihzzZzzzzz....i know u n me will became last month le...but i hope u dont do it...plzZzzzzZZ....i will moodly is cause i saw somethings dislike things u do....i think u know wat i say that things...i dunno u gt hate me anot...but i hope also...u dont hate me...plzzzz....i wont become last month lik tis...i will so heart...ya i know i'm shorter...i think u dislike shorter ppl...but i also dunwan de....i'm also dunno y i'm so shorter....izzit love some ppl must see that person is taller or shorter???....wif some person not say (believe) (happy) 1 mah??...but nw i gt play basketball ald also...y...cause i want be taller...i also hate myself shorter....so nw i play basketball every sunday nw....finaly...i hope u can understand y i unhappy today at Midvalley...n hope u don't hate me...plzZZz...n the last ....i want say ...(i still loving u)....T.T

sorry to u all

continues my story...after we finish that show...den we went to singsong...REDbox...when we ald reach redbox...we wanted to ask hw much if we want to sing...we asking there...but some of them talk outside the redbox...play!!!...n gt i things i dislike to see 1...i dunno hw to say...but i'm very sad when i saw he n she so close together....that feel is very very very very bad n paint...tis 3 years...i feel the same feeling also...after that...we went inside the room n start to sing song...inside the room...i wont happy...cause i see somethings i didn't lik to see de...i'm very angry 1...but cant do anythings...i just sit there to drink a lot of wine...just drink drink n drink...cause is too sad...i think i can control myself....but it was too hard to control ald...i'm sry...i really cant control le...hong they all say (he)didn't love (she)...i'm so sry...i cant believe (he) didn't love (she)...n (he) also told me...(he) didn't love elf...hw i know izzit true???!!!!n i also know today is peiwen birthday...actually must happy de...but cause me...make them unhappy also....i noe is my false...so...sry to u all...n the important i want to say to she is peiwen...sry....today ur birthday...but i still make u unhappy...so sry...actually i didn't unhappy 1...but inside the room...i saw somethings i dislike to see 1...so i cant control myself...hope u can understand y i today lik tis....sry...T.T

clash of the titans

today we went to Midvelly saw movie...i reach there was nothings 1...can control myself de...but dunno y...today cant control it...cause we wanted went to movie ald...i heard elf say very cold...so exactly i have to bring a jecket ...so i gv she to wear it...she still say dunwan...actually she was cold 1...but she still dunwan wear it...i ald call she to wear it many times...she dunwan also...so i'm so angry ald that time...cause i scared she cant (tahan)...but she still dunwan wear it...i'm so angry n sad...y she want do lik that...!!actully that show was very good 1...but she make me no more mood to see ald...i just care she only...y she want do lik to me??!!...haihzZZzZZZZ...

**when we can together**

feel lik raining...who can know wat my feel...n who can know tat feeling...3 years ago...i'm still waiting for u...still loving u...some ppl ask me...y i love u...??so many girl in tis world...but y i just love u??...i'm ald think a few month...now i ald know y i love u....just 3 words....because I LOVE U...gt some ppl gt ask me tis question..den i told they all my answer....is I LOVE U...but they say [i love u??i'm asking y u love she??]but i'm also say the 3 word....that 3 word...is gt meaning...that meaning gt so profound...so they cant understand...i dunno she can understand my meaning anot...but i hope she can understand...love some 1...wont let she know i'm sad...just let she know i'm happy...wont let she irritited...wont let she unhappy...but all of tis things..if i cant do it....i'm also want to try my best to do it....i will!!

**i wont let u know i'm sad**

today...i dunno y so irritited..haihzzzZZzzz....but i'm so lucky...i can control myself...i didn't let elf know...so good...=)
but i'm feel a little bad...cause ...erm....aiya...i also dunno hw to say lar...i just know today i'm ald can control myself le...i wont lik last years lik tat...cause i know elf unlike...so i will change it...
congratulation to myself..=)
TROY..u did it..

**HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEIWEN**

today is peiwen birthday...but i didn't buy any prasent to she..haha...sry oo peiwen...i will buy the prasent gv u 1...but not nw ooo..sry..anyway...i also wan wish u happy birthday ohh..=)so..today we go celebrate wif she...we go COMINO's eat pizza...then we go PARKSON shopping...after we gt go whr liao ar??erm...hahaha...i'm also can remember it ald....sry...watever..peiwen...happy birthday ya...wish u be healthy n be happy everyday..
=)

~~每当与你分开。。。总是被伤到很重。。
却不能挽回些什么。。
原谅我没有说。。。
最爱你的是我。。。
钢琴的黑白键说出我内心话。。。
音旋弹出我的心声。。
时间一分一秒的飘去。。。
而我还在原点。。。
等待你的回来。。。

wat can i do nw??

last firday....me,rio withu,jane,wen,kiki,Aaron n elf go eat pizza...den kiki sit beside me...i scare he cant take it....then i help he to take...then he say[can u do not treat me so good...i will feel sorry]...i heared y he say lik tat??really gt some problem ald....then we finish eating....we go bak school....at 5 between 6pm...jane ask me [tonight wan go wen house??] i say i'm no mood....then i ask she izzit kiki ald love elf??then jane say yes...at the time....i very feel bad de ....but i can contro myself le....so...i dunno i must happy or unhappy...just irritited again...dunno hw to face this matter....haihzZZzzzz.....want gv elf know i still love she anot or not....~~~who can help me>?

problem of feeling?

my friends told me....elf say my feeling change everyday...tat means sometimes happy sometimes unhappy....the mood is change everyday....ya...y i will lik tat??cause because she....y i unhappy??cause she didn't decide me...y i sometimes will happy??cause i saw she happy....den i happy...i know...tat my false...so nw i'm change nw...i won't lets she know i'm unhappy...n last years ....i'm very lik to think the negative things 1....if she talk wif other boy or play wif other boys...i will unhappy...i think is jealous....so she very hate me lik tat....but i also dunno y i will lik that??i think is i wont u let go away from me...so i jealous....but now i wont do it again...cause she didn't lik...so i will change it...go anywhere ...i also let she see me always happy...wont do it again...but izzit i change it ald den she will accept me to be her bf???.....izzit can???or i think too much..T.T....

~~~~lie myself~~~

long time did't write my blog ald...cause i dunno wan 2 write wat again...n also i'm face many problem in tis year...but nw is ok...still gt a little bit problem...but i dunno wat is the problem also...last month...i n elf was no talk anymore ald...cause she was angry me...i dunno y....i cant understand it...i just say i will waiting for she...den she ald angry...actually not angry...erm....she dont lik ppl say [i'm waiting for u]...she was very dislike...but i cant understand y she didn't lik??y??can gv me a reason??i'm really cant understod it...but nvm ...i didn't care it...cause i love she...forever...den...at tat month...i'm very sad cause she didn't pay attention to me...n didn't talk to me also....so i'm feel bad...gt 1 day...i'm go out wif friends.... i'm so miss she...den i call my friends help me to ask she hw can i do den we can lik last years lik tat....talk together play together....den she say [ if i didn't love she ald...den she just talk to me]...i hear it i'm so sad...y u wan lik tat....love 1 ppl izzit wrong???den i go home think a long of time...think hw can i do??izzit really gv up to love she again??.....den i decide lie she say i ald didn't love she again...actually i'm still love she...i'm 1st time lie she...i'm very very feel bad...cause i tell a lie to myself...say i didn't love she ald...omg...tat feel is so bad....but i no chance...just lik tis den we can talk n play together again...