CRY~~~(T.T)~~~CRY

last sunday i went to GENTING HIGHLAND wif frien...actually i most happy 1..but i cant do it..so sad..i dunno how to said it...just feel very sad...broken heart...bleeeding love..haihzZzz..~~i dunno want do wat den i not nid so irritated..~actually i sad was cause 1 person...~i lv she..but she didn't lv me...i (GAO BAI) wif she 4 times..(SHI BAI) also..~~y?? she didn't gv me 1 chance??..at GENTING there...i saw she lik together wif my best frien..~~i can't believe that was true..i'm so sad...was that true??if that was true..i dunno hw to (MIAN DUI) she n my best frien..1 was my best frien...1 was my lover..~~actually tis time i cant talk about love..cause i'm still a student...if want talk ..must talk about my (XUE YE)..hw?hw can i do nw??(T.T)..my frien told me...if i let she know i haven forgot she again n i love she ...she will (JUE JIAO) wif me..~~i cant let she know i still love she..~~(T.T)...gv some ppl will said me idiot..cause she (JU JUE) me 4 time ald...y i still love she??...or some ppl will say (BU ZHI DE)..i know..but i dunno y...if i see she..i will gt some feel come bak...haihzZz..i very hate myself...cause everytime if i gt go out wif frien...i will make my frien unhappy...y?!!!y i want do lik that..!!(T.T)...tis is y i hate myself..~~nw i dunno want to say wat ald...~~just feel sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad.....my heart is very paint...~~sry for all my friends...so sry..~~~y i so (SHI BAI)...y~~i want 2 cry ...y...haihzzzz.......(T.T)..~~(sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad.....bleeding love bleeding love bleeding love bleeding love bleeding love...cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry...irritated irritated irritated irritated irritated irritated irritated irritated..)