*~~don't leave me alone~~*

tis pic is gt feel sad...cause tis pic was i sad that day take 1...nic3??...i think is ok...n that day...i'm very very very sad...n i think y ??...y she want to leave me alone??...haihzzZZzz...(T.T)..i didn't do any wrong things...y she want do lik that..?haihzzZzZ...i also dunno want hw to say...n nw i ald become convinced...so..nvm...i know she didn't luv me...but i still will luv she...n the important things is.....if she happy...den i happy too...

*~~not very sad ald~~*

1 weeks ago...i'm not very sad n hurt ald...this week..i every night inside my room to think ....wat is about luv??..luv 1 person izzit must together wif she??..n y i ald know she didn't luv me but y i still luv she??...so...in this week..i'm become convinced ald...luv 1 person...is not really must together...if u luv some1..but she didn't luv u...nvm...(BU GUAN) she wif some1 together ald...if she feel happy...den i will happy also...ya..will some hurt...but the important 1 is....if she happy...den i happy too...n 1 things important also...that is i still will luv she...ya..i noe she didn't luv...but i still will luv she...she didn't luv me or didn't wif me together nvm also...cause i just know 1 things...that is my heart just gt she...nobody can (DAI TI TA)...upsate the pic inside gt write somethings...that is i write myself 1...n want to tell she also ....wat luv is wat i want...i just want a simple luv...

~~~~~1 weeks ago~~~~~

ok...1 weeks ago...i'm not really become fine...still gt sad also...(T.T)..i gt 1 frien is very care me...everyday send message to me...ask me hw ar me??fine anot.?..but i didn't reply he...didn't have mood to reply....i'm very happy cause i has 1 frien lik he...thx...but i can't (YUAN LIANG) myself...(T.T)...every night...i will think bak the sad things at GENTING...so tired...n my heart is hurt...(T.T)...i wan slp cant slp also...DAMN!!!!...y??y i so bad luck n idiot..??!(=.=)...i hate it...!!

~~~6 days ago~~~

today is 6 days ago...i'm feel sad also...haven become fine...today i think at home...if i change myself...izzit she will love me??izzit she hate me not enough (YONG QI) or wat i do some wrong things to she??den she didnt lv me??nw..i ald 6 days didn't see she...gt some miss she...but...i cant let she know...because she didnt lik...haihzzzZZzz....izzit i gt do somethings is wrong??the pic there...is wat i want 2 say wif she...n not just want to say wif she...here...i also want 2 say sry to all my friens....i'm so sry...frien is must happy 1...but i just know hw to make u all unhappy n irritated...so sry...sry...n (i Lv 3uu)....~~(T.T)

~~~5 days ago~~~

ald 5 days ago...my heart paint also...haven become good...(T.T)~~tis is 1st time i sad 5 days ago...(T.T)~~haihzzzzZz...every afternoon just at room slp....didn't do anythings...just slp n hear song...eat just eat a little bit...not so many..slp...just slp a half of hour..den ald wake up...nw at home didn't talk anythings....just alone...(T.T)~~i wan talk n smile....but i cant do it...no mood...just feel very very very very sad...upsate the pic...is wat i wan to say wif she...haihzzZZzzz....!!every night...i will think bak about sad things at GENTING...think bak hw i make my frien unhappy...think bak i saw she n my best frien together...think bak i dunwan play anythings at GENTING hw my frien feel...(T.T)..~~i cant be frien to any ppl...~~if who be a frien wif me...they will gv me make they all unhappy 1...i'm idiot...i'm bad things...~~(T.T)(T.T)
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last sunday i went to GENTING HIGHLAND wif frien...actually i most happy 1..but i cant do it..so sad..i dunno how to said it...just feel very sad...broken heart...bleeeding love..haihzZzz..~~i dunno want do wat den i not nid so irritated..~actually i sad was cause 1 person...~i lv she..but she didn't lv me...i (GAO BAI) wif she 4 times..(SHI BAI) also..~~y?? she didn't gv me 1 chance??..at GENTING there...i saw she lik together wif my best frien..~~i can't believe that was true..i'm so sad...was that true??if that was true..i dunno hw to (MIAN DUI) she n my best frien..1 was my best frien...1 was my lover..~~actually tis time i cant talk about love..cause i'm still a student...if want talk ..must talk about my (XUE YE)..hw?hw can i do nw??(T.T)..my frien told me...if i let she know i haven forgot she again n i love she ...she will (JUE JIAO) wif me..~~i cant let she know i still love she..~~(T.T)...gv some ppl will said me idiot..cause she (JU JUE) me 4 time ald...y i still love she??...or some ppl will say (BU ZHI DE)..i know..but i dunno y...if i see she..i will gt some feel come bak...haihzZz..i very hate myself...cause everytime if i gt go out wif frien...i will make my frien unhappy...y?!!!y i want do lik that..!!(T.T)...tis is y i hate myself..~~nw i dunno want to say wat ald...~~just feel sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad.....my heart is very paint...~~sry for all my friends...so sry..~~~y i so (SHI BAI)...y~~i want 2 cry ...y...haihzzzz.......(T.T)..~~(sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad.....bleeding love bleeding love bleeding love bleeding love bleeding love...cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry...irritated irritated irritated irritated irritated irritated irritated irritated..)